Monday, December 29, 2014

LotR Essay; the victory of the small over the mighty

One of the many themes of Tolkien's Lord of the Rings is the them of 'the victory of the small over the mighty.' This is a theme that is especially prominent, seeing as our protagonist is one of the smallest creatures in Middle Earth. It's a theme that we see displayed by all four of our smaller characters, Frodo, Sam, Merry and Pippin.
  For starters, Frodo is, of course, the most prominent displayer of this theme. He's the one who is trying to destroy the ring, ultimately destroying Sauron. It's his quest. He's the one who volunteered to go through with the quest, he's the one who brought the Ring to Mount Doom. While he doesn't end up being the one who destroys the Ring, he is still a very prominent character in its destruction.
  Sam, it could be argued, is one of the mightiest small characters out there. He is fiercely loyal, and he can really fight when it counts. All throughout the story, he refuses to leave Frodo's side, he refuses to give up on Frodo. He is Frodo's protector, and almost a lifeline for Frodo, trying his best to keep Frodo out of darkness and tied to the light. Without Sam, Frodo probably would have succumbed to the Ring, or been killed, a long time ago.
  Merry is a very prominent character when it comes to displaying the theme of 'the victory of the small over the mighty.' From a young hobbit to an esquire of Rohan, it is very impressive to see how much Merry matures, and actually how important he was to fighting against the armies of Mordor. Without Merry, the Witch King would never have been killed, and Éowyn would have died. But I think one of the highest peaks of Merry's maturation was his role in fighting against Saruman and his lackeys back at the Shire. It was Merry who roused the Shire folk into battle, and Merry who prepared all the plans and strategies. He even killed the leader of Saruman's rabble. For a seemingly quieter character, Merry is still a very important one.
  And of course Pippin. Starting the story, Pippin was by far the youngest and least mature character. Elrond was very reluctant to allow Pippin to go on the quest because of this. But, like Merry, Pippin matured and turned out to be an important character. He rescued Faramir from Denethor's madness, and saved Beregond from an enormous troll in the final battle against Mordor. He ended up naming his sword Troll's Bane because of that victory. Even his mistakes, which at first seemed to work to the enemy's favor, ended up working against Sauron.
  Tolkien's theme of 'the value of the small in the struggle against the mighty' is a prominent one, and one that really should be realized in real life. No character is too small to be important, as we can see with four of the smallest characters in Tolkien's most famous works.

Tuesday, November 25, 2014

Bertilak de Hautdesert: the Green Knight (Arthurian Project)

Never has a woman cut off my head. I am sure any person alive, man or woman, can say that with confidence, save, perhaps, those who have died due to beheading. I, however, cannot say that. Oh, yes, a woman has removed my head from my shoulders, and yet, I am alive to say, 'I cannot say never has a woman cut off my head.'
  But then, she was not just any woman. Morgan Le Fay. Sometimes I wonder if I should have left her offer, but what she offered me was sibling to invulnerability, which any man would be willing to have. Though I live in peaceful lands, invulnerability would be a good gift to have if any wars were to happen. If asked why I am not willing to die in war, my answers would be both logical and honorable. I do not wish to leave my beloved and faithful wife alone, I would rather grow old with her, raise children with her. Also, I am, for the moment, childless. Who would protect my land if I am dead?
  I do have another answer that is more relatable, but viewed as dishonorable. I would rather not die. Many men have a fear of death, even those who claim not to, especially those who claim not to. Such as the knights of Camelot. Which is where I am going at this moment.
  Why, and what relation does this have to my invulnerability, and Morgan Le Fey? See, it was she who sent me to Camelot after granting my invulnerability (as I call it, for it is simpler that way) a year and a day past. No gift is free, especially a gift granted by a sorceress.
  After granting this gift to me, the Lady Le Fay gave me these conditions: "Spend the next year creating an intimidating reputation for yourself, as the knight of the Green Chapel."
  For with this gift of invulnerability came a body much different from my own; not only did I tower over most men, not only did my muscles increase in strength and size, but I was green, from head to foot, from my hair and beard to my toes. Initially this alarmed me, but the sorceress assured me that this only represented my invulnerability. If I wished to lose the gift temporarily, then I would turn to my normal self.
  "Kill someone if you wish, I do not care. But after a year and a day, go to Camelot. There King Arthur and his knights will be celebrating the year anew, and the king will be eager for a story or show of adventure. In your invulnerable form, challenge the court to a game, a beheading game."
  "Beheading?" said I, both confused and alarmed.
  "Yes, man, beheading. Challenge any of the knights in the court to take up your axe and smite off your head. Your invulnerability will save you, but do not tell them that until one knight is courageous enough to do as you challenge and smites off your head. After this is complete, tell the knight who has smite you to come looking for you in the Green Chapel after a year and a day."
  Of course, though I was invulnerable, the idea of my head departing from my shoulders alarmed me, and I voiced my doubts. This seemed to annoy the sorceress, and before I knew what was happening, and mighty axe appeared in her hands, and with strength very unusual to a woman, she lifted said axe and sliced off my head.
  I was alive. After my mind forgot the initial shock, I picked up my green head and set it on my shoulders. I truly believed my invulnerability after that, and Morgan Le Fey continued to set her conditions. "This will prove the true bravery and courtesy of the Knights of the Round Table," said she.
  Now, mounted on a mighty green horse (another gift from Lady Le Fey), I burst into King Arthur's court, where the festivities seem to have just begun. Over the year, I have practiced confidence in my invulnerable form, and now I feel invincible as look over the Knights of the Round Table. If I were another man, or I did not have a task at hand, I might have challenged them all to a duel. But I have no desire for meaningless destruction, and I do have a task to complete. That is why I wear no armor, and hold a holly branch as a symbol of peace.
  "Who here is your lord and leader?" I bellow. "Let him reveal himself so we may talk!" Though I can easily identify King Arthur, I give him an opportunity to declare himself.
  For a long while, all I receive are stares. I can imagine what thoughts are going through these knights' heads. What am I? Where did I come from? What did I want? But then, King Arthur stands, his face and movement a perfect show of courtesy, with no fear to mar it.
  "Welcome to my court, stranger," says he. "I am Arthur, the master of this castle. If you wish to dine with us, I and my knights welcome you gladly, and whatever business you have might wait until after the feasting."
  "No, I do not come to feast," says I, my voice ever powerful. "Rather, I heard tell that this is where I might find the best! The best knights, the bravest knights! I also heard tales of your boldness and courtesy, Arthur, master of Camelot, yours and your knights', and I have come to see proof of all of it! Be assured that I seek no war against Camelot, as you can see that I hold this branch, and wear no armor. But if you are as good as the children's stories say, then you will grant what I ask."
  "And what is it that you ask for, stranger?" King Arthur replies, betraying wariness. "If you wish to duel I am sure none of my knights will turn you down."
  "I just said I am not dressed for battle, as I do not wish to create one," I say impatiently. "Though if I wished to, I would not need armor to beat every single one of these boys you call knights." Those I mock look outraged, but they dare not say anything. "No, I simply wish to entertain you with a Christmas game."
  I draw my mighty axe, the one which had felled me a year and a day past. The knights murmur. "Let one young man, one knight come forth and bear this axe. Let him use this axe to remove my head from my shoulders, I give my word that I will bear his blow without a flinch. If I perish, the weapon is his to keep. But if I survive his strike, the game will recommence in a year and a day: that knight must allow me to return his blow accordingly. Now come, who is willing to rise to this challenge?"
  I know that my uninvited entrance, as well as my appearance, had shocked all of those in the hall, but now I can see that my challenge has shocked them still more. For the longest time they all just gape at me, but no one rises to the challenge.
  "Is this it?" I declare mockingly. "Is this the brave house of Arthur? Are these the courageous knights of the Round Table? Fah! Your superiority and conquests are nothing now! All I ask is that you strike off my head, and you cower like children!" I throw my head back and laugh, twisting the blade in the wound.
  Then, King Arthur steps forward, his pride and the pride of his knights, in his mind, wounded enough. "Enough," says he, hands clenched into fists, a clear show of anger. "This sounds like a challenge only a fool would propose or agree to, but I will rise to it. Hand me your axe!"
  Smiling, I dismount my horse and hand my weapon to the king of Camelot. Though the man is obviously put off by the weight of the weapon, he is quick to regain his composure. Kneeling, I expose my neck. But as the king raises the axe, preparing to strike, a cry arises from the Round Table.
  "My lord and king, do not do this!"
  I admit, I am surprised, having been sure that King Arthur would be my challenger. The king draws back and I look to see who the speaker is.
  "King and uncle, I apologize," says a young knight, standing alongside Arthur's queen and wife. "But this task is not so pressing that you, the king above this court, must complete it. Your life is not worth risking for just a game. Here sit many men who ought to be willing to take your place. But if you will, allow me to complete the game, for of all these knights I realize that I am neither the strongest of body nor strongest of mind, and my life is nothing compared to yours. Also, my uncle, I ask that you see this as an opportunity to prove myself worthy of sitting at the Round Table."
  The king seems against this thought at first, but I say nothing. After all, a young knight eager to prove himself, there is often little to say against that. Indeed, after a short and murmured council, King Arthur allowed his nephew to come forward. The knight kneels before his king, and the king blesses him readily.
  My weapon in his hands, the knight approaches me with a boldness that impresses me. "Let us reaffirm the conditions of the game," says I. "But first, what is it you call yourself, knight of the Round Table?"
  "I am Gawain," the knight replies readily. "I accept your challenge and your conditions, accepting no help from outside sources."
  I then remind Sir Gawain of what he must do a year and a day from now, come and seek me so that I might make to return the blow he is to give me.
  "I must seek you, you say," says he. "Where then do you live? You do not expect me to go after you like a dog after its tail, do you?"
  "Strike me, Sir Gawain, and if I should speak even with my head detached, then I will tell you where you might find me, and you must come through with my conditions. But if I lie well and truly dead, then keep my weapon, and remain in Camelot, my conditions null and void."
  "Sounds like a fair agreement," Sir Gawain says. He lifts the axe. "Shall we begin?"
  Willingly I kneel, again exposing my neck. I can almost sense the axe lifting upwards, but I make no movement, not even when the blade strikes downward and my head is detached from my shoulders. I can feel my blood, red against the tiles of the hall, pouring from my neck, but I pay no heed. I stand to my feet, and gather up my head by its long green hair. Paying no heed to the shocked murmurs of the court, I mount my steed, head still in hand.
  "Listen well, Sir Gawain," says I. "Come searching for me at the Green Chapel, be there a year and a day from now so you might honor the conditions set. If only for the sake of your honor, remember, Sir Gawain. A year and a day from now, be at the Green Chapel so I might return the blow you gave to me."
  Then turning my horse, I ride from the hall and from Camelot. Now, I wait.
--
I was happy when my servants reported a wandering knight in need of shelter. This was well before the Christmas celebrations, and when I met the knight I recognized him surely as Sir Gawain. Of course he did not recognize me, which is all the better. To him, I am in no way related to the green knight who set him the Beheading Challenge almost a year ago, I am just a kind lord willing to give him hospitality.
  But it is now after the Christmas celebrations, which Sir Gawain willing celebrated with myself and my court. As all my guests, but for Gawain, leave my court after the Christmas celebrations, I approach him. I thank him heartily for gracing my court with his presence. Indeed, I have enjoyed the young knight's company greatly, which is why I must hope that he will surpass these next conditions I plan to subtly lay out for him.
  These conditions are very sly, a compliment to the Lady Le Fey, who has been living in my castle since she granted me my gift. To others she is but an ancient noble woman and is treated with respect, by Sir Gawain as well, but I know that she is here to survey the task.
  "Indeed, sir," says I. "It is an honor to have Sir Gawain of Camelot as a guest in my court."
  "No, indeed," Sir Gawain replies. "The honor has been all mine. But I am afraid, good lord, that I must depart from your company, for I have very pressing business that I must tend to."
  I object greatly, pressing him to stay. But in fact I am impressed with his resolve, for even after these long weeks of finery and celebration, he does not forget the oath he made to me - to the green knight - long, long ago. An oath he must fulfill only three days from now. But though he does not know, it is these three days that will fully determine Sir Gawain's fate.
  "What business is so pressing, sir knight, if I may ask?" says I. "For surely it must be very pressing, seeing as you had left the court of King Arthur to celebrate the birth of Christ alone and not among friends."
  Sir Gawain seems to hesitate for but a moment, before speaking. "Indeed it is very pressing, my lord, for long ago I made an oath with a man all in green that I would meet him in the Green Chapel a year and a day from then. That time is in three days, and I must find the Green Chapel before then. Otherwise, I would rather die."
  I throw my head back and laugh. So, the young man has remembered his oath. "If that is your pressing task, good knight, then stay! For I know where the Green Chapel is, this very castle being only two miles from it!"
  Sir Gawain sighs and smiles. "If that is so, then I will stay just a little longer, my lord. Thank you."
  "Yes, yes," says I, my hand about his shoulder. "I think you deserve some true rest for your travels and the celebration. Take your rest, as much as you want, sir knight, and my lady will look after you. Tomorrow I ride with my court on a hunting party. And it is because of that I propose a game."
  "A game?" says Sir Gawain, looking mildly amused. "What game?"
  "A bargain. Whatever I win during my day of hunting, I will give to you in exchange for whatever you have earned or received that day. What do you say, Sir Gawain, does this sound like a game worthy of a knight of Camelot?"
  My guest laughs. "Yes, I accept the terms of the game."
  Thus, we drink to our challenge, and spend the night being merry. But truly, Sir Gawain's fate depends on the outcome of our game.
--
It was a good day of hunting. Having got up early, I and my court entered the forests and came out with much winnings. Very find venison if I might say so. And when I and my court finally come back to my castle, the sun has already sunken beneath the hills, and Sir Gawain waits for me patiently. We greet each other like old friends. I then bade my entire household to gather in the hall, and there I present my winnings to Gawain with great ceremony.
  "Here are my winnings, sir knight," says I. "Tell me, is it befitting a knight of Camelot? Does it earn your praise? Have I won thanks from you?"
  "Yes, yes," Sir Gawain replies with a wide smile. "Never have I seen finer or fresher venison, and it does earn my praise and thanks."
  "That is good," I say. "Now it is your turn, Sir Gawain, what have you for myself?"
  "Yes, that was the agreement was it? Just as you have given me what you have won, I will give you what I have received." Thus, he clasps my head and kissed my cheek.
  So, my lady has done what was told to her. As Sir Gawain draws back, I laugh. "Well, with such an odd gift, surely you cannot expect me to not ask how you received it?"
  "Ah, but that was not part of the game, was it?" the knight replies slyly.
  "True that is," says I. "Now come, let us feast!"
  During the feast, I and the knight talk, drink and jest. I propose that we play the game again, and Sir Gawain readily agrees. That night I walk into my chambers, where my lady is waiting for me.
  "Nothing more than a kiss?" says I.
  "That is all he accepted, and all he would ever accept I think," she replies. "For though I spoke many sweet words, he would only reply with courtesy. Perhaps he is the worthy knight all say he is."
  "Perhaps so," I say. "But he still has two more days. I hope you do not mind, my dearest wife."
  "I love and obey you, husband," says she. "And I also find myself hoping that he will pass the tasks at hand."
--
It was an adventure of a hunting party today. Boars are stubborn creatures, even when lanced. And yet, though it tried to gore me, the boar is now a part of my winnings.
  Again, after having skinned the boar down to its best meat, I and my court come back to my castle, and I present my winnings to Sir Gawain, along with the thrilling story of how I and my court managed to hunt it. I even present the boar's head, and I cannot not tell if the symbolism of this act makes any impact on Sir Gawain, for he simply praises what he had been given.
  Then, he says, "Now that I have received your winnings, I must honor our bargain." Again, he clasps my head, this time giving me two kisses. "Now, again, we are even," says he.
  "More?" I laugh. "By Saint Giles, sir knight, you will be richer than myself if you continue with these winnings!"
  Then our second feast commences. This time I do not talk much with Sir Gawain, for my lady is occupying him. Continually she makes eyes at him, speaking sweet words. I can see that this is rather trying on the young Sir Gawain, and he seems almost angry underneath the careful courteousness, but the anger is not against my lady. But still he continues to reply accordingly, without accepting her obvious invitations.
  Though I attempt to offer a third game, after the feast Sir Gawain seems eager to leave, as his deadline is swiftly approaching.
  "No, good knight, you still have time," says I. "Trust me, you will reach the Green Chapel in due time, and you will finish whatever business you have there. Spend but a little more time here, and we will play one last game. I have found you to be faithful to our agreement these last two games, and there is no harm in a third, just as there is no harm in waiting just a little longer before you continue your quest."
  To this Sir Gawain agrees, and we both go off to our separate chambers.
  "He would not succumb to temptation," says my lady, as I enter our chamber.
  "So I guessed," says I. "But he still has one more task before him."
--
Foxes are, in their own way, more of a task to hunt than boars. Yes, boars are the more dangerous, but foxes are elusive. And it was a fox I and my hunting party spent the day pursuing. Though we managed to catch the elusive creature, I was disappointed that we could not have hunted more. But at least I did not have nothing to offer Sir Gawain.
  It is Sir Gawain who is first to greet me, and I see that my lady worked hard about him, for he is dressed in much finery. "It is my turn to be first in our exchange," says Sir Gawain, before laying three kisses on me.
  No ring he gives. No belt he gives me. He has either rejected both or keeping hidden one. "My," I exclaimed. "You have been more fortunate in your gifts than I today! And I all have to give you is a foul fox-skin. The little devil was quite elusive. Alas, it is poor payment for what you have given me."
  "No," says Sir Gawain. "I am thankful for whatever you have to give to me. Now come, let us drink and feast, and allow me to hear your story of this little devil."
  This we do, with much laughter and jesting. But when the feast is over, and my court is off to their homes and chambers, Sir Gawain approaches, looking regretful but determined.
  "Your hospitality has been greatly enjoyed, and I am grateful for it," says he. "But as you know, I have a task to be done tomorrow. If you will, provide for me a guide to show me the way to the Green Chapel, as you promised."
  "This I will do, sir knight," I say. I assign one of my servants to Sir Gawain, ordering him to lead the knight to the Green Chapel on the morrow.
  Sir Gawain then bade myself and my lady and the disguised Lady Le Fey a good night and goodbye, before leaving for his chambers. The Lady Le Fey says nothing, only giving me a blank look, and then leaves for her own chambers.
  "He accepted the green girdle," says my lady, when she and I are safe in our chambers. "He denied me when I offered myself to him, and did not accept the ring. If I had not claimed that the belt could protect him from harm, he would not have accepted it either."
  I say nothing. For though I feel gladness that Sir Gawain has kept to almost all conditions set to him, yet there is no disappointment that he has violated a part of the conditions the last game set. After all, he is not the only man who, with fear of death, has accepted a green gift which promises protection.
--
The Green Chapel is not a chapel, but an old barrow that lays by a small waterfall. Even if the green knight was not said to reside there, no man with his senses working would venture by the barrow. No man besides a knight on a quest or the green knight himself, that is.
  I reach the Green Chapel long before Sir Gawain, and there begin sharpening my axe, a fine and new Danish blade. The sound of stone against metal, metal against stone, it is a mighty and powerful sound. Chilling to those who know what it means. Anyone standing outside the Green Chapel will hear it. And there should be but one man.
  "Who resides here?" calls a familiar voice. "For out here stands Gawain! If anyone here wishes to do business with me, let him declare so now or I will depart!"
  "Patience, sir knight," I bellow in my might voice. "I will come in due time." Thus, with five more mighty strokes of my axe, I then exit the chapel and approach Sir Gawain, who awaits outside.
  "I am here," declares he. "As I promised."
  "Indeed," says I. "Welcome to my place, Sir Gawain. Yes, you seem to remember our contract a year and a day past, myself bearing your blow, and now you must bear mine. We are alone out here, and there is no aid for either of us. Take of your helmet, sir knight, and make no protest, just as I made no protest when you removed my head."
  "I do not mean to make protest," replies Sir Gawain, removing his helm and tossing it aside. "Strike as you will, and I swear I will make no movement against you."
  Thus he knelt, and lowered his head, exposing his neck as though he had naught to fear. I raise my axe, as though to smite off his head, and bring it down. But as I do so, the young knight turns his head, casting a glance at the blade, and he draws back if only slightly.
  I stop my weapon, the blade but halfway from his neck. "You cannot be Sir Gawain, boy," I mock. "For he was told to be strong and courageous against all, and you flinch only at the sight of an axe blade. Fah! That is cowardice not worthy of a knight!  Did I draw back when I bade you to smite off my head? No, I did not even cry out when my head left my shoulders! And yet you show a fear that makes you a lesser man compared to myself."
  "Enough," sighs Sir Gawain. "I flinched once, but I will not do so again. Though, unlike yourself, I do not have the ability to reattach my head. I will bear your stroke and start no more till your axe has hit me. Now continue your task, and be swift about it."
  "Have at you, then," says I. Again, my blade rises, and I bring it down swiftly. The blade stops but an inch above his neck, and Sir Gawain makes no movement.
  "Ah, here is Sir Gawain!" declares I. "A knight worthy of King Arthur's court!"
  "God, man!" Sir Gawain bursts out in anger. "Why will you not simply put an end to this? Have you second thoughts to our agreement?"
  "Well, since you seem eager to keep your end of the bargain, I will hold back no longer." This time, my blade is pulled up, and it comes down with means to wound.
  It is not a serious wound, for it simply slices the side of his neck. But when Sir Gawain sees his blood staining the snow, and feels the wound, he is quick to react. Gathering up his helmet and shield, he stands and turns to face me, sword drawn in readiness.
  "Back, man, with your blade, and use it against me no more!" declares he, and never have I heard him more bold since when he challenged me a year and a day past. "I have borne your blow readily and without a movement against you. Now, if you wish to strike me again, there is no agreement that says that I may not strike back! But your game is finally complete, so I tell you, lay down your blade!"
  I am weary, but very well satisfied, and I imbed the axe's stave in the snow covered earth, leaning on the blade. I am then no longer the green knight, but myself again. "Stay your blade, good knight, for no one has mistreated you. Yes, you have borne my blow, the terms of all our agreements complete. I release you from any other oaths I might have bound you to.
  "The first two blows were but feints, in return for your honesty during our first two bargains. Indeed, I found you to be honest and courteous in both games. The third blow was in return for the last bargain, for you did not fully keep to our agreement. Yes, Sir Gawain, I know the green girdle you wear, for it is mine, and I bade my wife to give it to you. Also I bade her to woo you, tempt you to evil, and all I can say on this matter, sir knight, is that you are truly a most faultless man. Truly, comparing a pearl to a whitewashed pea is the same as comparing Sir Gawain to other knights. And yet in one matter you failed, good knight, for though you did no wily work, nor did you succumb to my lady's temptations, you are too fond of your own life, so keeping the belt in the hopes it might guard it. Thus, the mark on your neck."
  Sir Gawain says nothing at first, but draws back in shame. Removing his helm, Sir Gawain gasps, "Curse cowardice and covetousness! True villains, they are against the honor of a knight!" Removing the belt, he hurls it at me. "There is the mark of my cowardice, I want no more of it! It mocks me and declares me unfit to be a knight! Indeed, I am a lesser man, shamed! Hear me, my lord, for this is my confession of covetousness and cowardice, and I lay my fate in your hands."
  As he kneels before me, I laugh. "Up, sir knight!" I declare. "You have confessed, now clean of your faults, and the mark on your neck is punishment enough. I say you are clean of that sin. And here, young Gawain…" Gathering up the belt, I hand it to Sir Gawain. "Keep this girdle as a reminder to yourself of what has happened here today. Now come, my friend, with me to my castle, for myself and my lady will enjoy your company this New Year's Day!"
  Sir Gawain shook his head with a smile, again replacing his helmet. "No, my lord, for I have been away from my home long enough. But I thank you greatly, and ask that you commend me to your lady as well as the noblewoman, for I shall not see them again. Ah, I see now that women are very powerful indeed, able to fool and seduce men to their will. I must practice caution as the times come.
  "As for the girdle, I thank you. I will keep it, not for its finery, but as a token reminder of my sin, and so it might keep me humble. But if I may ask, my lord, what is your name? For I realize that I have never heard your name, though you know mine. And if I may ask something more, why would you, a lord of far off lands, be interested in the knights of the Camelot?"
  "This I can answer," says I. "Bertilak de Hautdesert is my name, and I am lord of these lands. How I gained my invulnerable powers was from the sorceress, Lady Morgan Le Fey. She is a mistress of magic, having learned much from the mysteries of Merlin. She was curious to know if the honor and courtesy of the knights of the Round Table were true and devoid of falseness. She also hoped to frighten the Queen Guinevere to death, the queen witnessing a green man picking up his severed head, though that did not happen.
  "The Lady Le Fey now dwells in my house. She is the ancient noblewoman, and is also your relative, as she is your uncle King Arthur's half-sister. Thus I ask you again, good Gawain, that you come back to my castle and greet both my lady and your aunt, and we may feast together. My court is very fond of you, and would be glad to see you returned."
  And yet even now Sir Gawain turns down my offer. And so we embrace, we kiss, and go our separate ways.
--
Since Sir Gawain I have not used my gift. There has been no war on my land, so there has been no need to do so. But I always remind myself of this green gift, and why I accepted it. It is my token to remind me of my sin, and of the young knight, who was courteous to a fault, and shared with me more in common than he realized.

Thursday, November 20, 2014

LOTR Arthurian Project

Once upon a feasting day
The strangest man barged in
His skin was green, his armor too
These words he spoke therein

"I challenge to the greatest knight
To play a game of heads
To him I give my axe and he
Shall cut away my head,"

To this the circled knights they balked
But one man took a stand
So Sir Gawain he took the axe
And felled him with one hand

The head it rolled, and then it blinked
The Green Knight then retrieved it
The knights were rather shocked
And scarcely could believe it

"On New Year's Day you'll come to me,"
Said the head to Gawain
"And when you come, there I will
Cut your head off the same."

Away he rode, leaving behind
A mildly traumatized knight
A couple months before The Day
He headed out at night

On Christmas Eve young Sir Gawain
He found a lovely castle
He knocked upon the door
And entered without much hassle

"Where's the Green Chapel?"
Asked Gawain, for that there was his goal
The lord of the castle answered and said
"Please stay, young knight; for hard the wind blows."

And so he stayed, but the next day
The lord he came and said
"For now today, I go to hunt
Here's how you'll pay your rent;

When I return, I tell you now
We'll swap what we have caught
I'd give you my greatest catch
You'll give what you have got."

So Sir Gawain accept these terms
And now the lord he left
Leaving behind young Sir Gawain
Of company nigh bereft

But then the lord's tall wife drew near
As lovely as a bird
She tried to seduce young Gawain
With bright and flowing words

But young Gawain, of honor made
Declined her lovely lies
And though she begged him come to bed
Her offer he denied

And so she gave him one small kiss
And then she walked away
And when the lord returned
This one kiss Gawain gave

The next morn the stately lord
He hunted wild boar
Again she came, again Gawain
Denied her words once more

And so she gave young Sir Gawain
Two kisses then she left
And when the lord had then returned
Two kisses were his gift

But now we reach the focal point
When our young Sir Gawain
One again the lady came
And this time he was swayed

For though he did not bed with her
She gave him a green scarf
And when he asked the purpose
"To protect your neck from harm,"

For she said that this scarf would
Save his long doomed head
For if wrapped about his neck
No blood would flow instead

So when the castle's lord returned
Our noble Sir Gawain
He gave the lord the kisses but
The green scarf his remained

And then it came, the hated date
For New Year's Day arrived
Saddled he his noble steed
And carried on his ride

And when he reached the Green Chapel
'Twas but a small green hill
But riddled with some hollow holes
And everything was still

And from a hole a voice boomed out,
"Gawain you've come at last,"
Young Sir Gawain, he looked inside
And a light from his torch was cast

The Green Knight stood, his axe in hand
A large stone on the floor
And though he knew the scarf would help
He felt fear rise once more

"Now set your head upon this stone,"
Said the Green Knight to Gawain
And so he knelt, took off his helm
And on the stone he lay

The large axe whistled past his ear
And once again it missed
And then it fell a third time
And what happened was this;

It fell and nicked Sir Gawain's flesh
Then the Knight fell back
Young Sir Gawain flew to his feet
And felt blood on his neck

"I tell you now," the Green Knight said
"I am the castle's lord
And noble knight, you've passed the test
Of my wife's tempting words

The first strike, knight, is for the kiss
The second for that day
The third and nick, that one is for
The scarf you hid away."

"Oh kill me now!" Cried Sir Gawain
His head upon the block
"If I return dishonored now
My face all men will mock."

"Stand and leave," said the Green Knight
"But the scarf shall remain yours
To remind you of your failings
And break your oaths no more."

And so Gawain, he set for home
The scarf about his arm
Somehow it seemed that bright green scarf
Did keep him safe from harm

Thursday, September 4, 2014

Oker and the Goblins (Fantasy project)

In the West there lived a boy named Oker. He was by no means a very strong young man, but he was clever, and he longed for adventure. It was an adventure he found when trekking through the forests outside his family's fields.
Everyone in Oker's village knew not to go into the forest at night, due to the goblins, who were always eager for a bite of fresh human flesh, or a new hardworking servant. But Oker had been so distracted in his own thoughts, that night fell before he left the forests. He moved as fast as he could back towards his family's fields, but the goblins had already stirred in the forest, and soon Oker was caught in a net.
The goblins debated what to do with him. He was too thin to be a servant, they said, and there wasn't enough of him for all of them to eat.
"Let there be a Challenge, then!" announced the goblin leader. "We shall split into two parties, and partake in a Challenge. Whichever party succeeds in the challenge, they shall have the human for feasting."
Oker was initially frightened, as one would be if others were talking about eating you, but he realized that the goblins took this Challenge very seriously. No matter what the outcome, no matter how much they might not like said outcome, they had to accept it.
And so he proposed to the goblin leader, "Allow me to partake in a Challenge with you."
The goblins weren't used to the humans they caught talking to them. Usually the humans screamed. But though the goblin leader was startled, he was interested in what Oker had to say, and asked him to continue.
"I will propose a Challenge. If you win over me," said Oker. "Then do what you wish to me. If I win over you, however, I go free."
The goblins had a short council. The goblins thought the boy wanted to fight, and the goblin leader, though shorter, could see that Oker had poor physical strength. So just for his own amusement, the goblin leader decided to accept the Challenge.
After being freed from the net, Oker said, "I propose a Challenge of athleticism."
The goblins laughed, and the goblin leader said, "Aye, but let us get this over a done with swiftly. The others are hungering for human meat, as lean as it might be."
Oker used a stick to draw a line into the ground. Then he led the goblin leader far back, away from the line. "Whoever succeeds in jumping over the line," Oker said, "is the winner."
The goblin leader was a little disgruntled at not being able to fight, but he nodded. Goblins can jump very far, and he knew he would win. When Oker stepped back, the goblin leader took a mighty leap forward. He landed just in front of the line. While annoyed at not having been able to fully succeed, he knew for sure that the boy had no chance at all in succeeding.
Ignoring the jeers and the hungry slavering of the surrounding goblins, Oker walked forward calmly. He continued to walk forward. He kept walking forward. He walked right up to the line he had drawn. He jumped over it.
There was silence. "What is this?" the goblin leader demanded.
"I said whoever succeeds in jumping over the line is the winner," Oker replied. "I have jumped over the line."
The goblin leader sputtered. "But I leapt the farthest!"
"I never said how far you needed to be from the line," said Oker.
The goblins moaned, and their leader practically pounded the earth with his fists in rage, but they all knew that the boy was right. By all he had said, he had won the Challenge, and they let him go free. Oker went back to his house. His distraught mother demanded to know what had happened to him. No one believed him when he said he'd won a jumping Challenge against a goblin.

[Remember those stories where the protagonist totally beat the antagonist's butt when it came to wits. Like, 'IN. YOUR. FACE.' Yeah, those were my favorites.]

This House of Dust (Poem project)

I see you approaching, my child,
Your steps hesitant, at first wild
With confidence and youthful vigor.
Now they falter as you come hither
To my house of dust, filled with things old;
She bears a dark story, no doubt told.

Long story short, I'm stuck here for life;
No, stuck here for dead, thanks to that knife.
No one can touch me, no one can see
My full form, I'm but a mystery,
One of many in this house of dust,
Coming to life at approach of dusk.

Now, my child, you stand at my door,
No doubt thinking of what is in store.
I am glad you have visited me,
Though perhaps not through choice, I can see.
So I tell you, my boy, have no fear;
In this house of dust, it's but me here.

Ignore my daughter and her singing.
Ignore my husband and his snoring.
The walls may stare at you if you let
Your mind play tricks on you, and forget
That of myself you have naught to fear;
In this house of dust, you're welcome here.

I see you, my lad, you stand before
This, my room of dust, outside my door.
You mutter to yourself, confidence
Waning still more, fear in dominance.
Come in, I say, I only wish to
Talk, for I have been lonely, to you.

You see me now as you enter here,
And, oh, my child, I see just fear;
In your eyes, in your face. You just stand
Frozen in place, torch falling from hand.
I reach towards you, stretch out my arm,
And I tell you I mean you know no harm.

You're gone now, my child. Pity, though
You're not the first to leave me, but no,
I'll never forget the cries of fear
From every visitor that's come here.
This house of dust gains but stories of
Horror and fright, but gains no love.

Your torch remains lit, lying on the floor,
Showing pictures of a life lived before.
But it slowly goes out, now only just
Another thing broken in this house of dust.

[The last stanza is a pentameter (ten to eleven syllables). Everything else is a tetrameter (eight to nine syllables). The rhyme scheme is in couplets (AABB).]

Upside Down (LOTR Poem)

The world is turning upside down
And left has turned to right
The clouds are growing on the ground
The blind man lost his sight

An apple on a cherry tree
A cat just laid an egg
A lily ate a honey bee
The snake got two new legs

The world has gone from right to wrong
It's come too hard to think
I'll let this dream go running on
I'm standing on the brink

The DreamMaze (LOTR Literary Project)

Come and sit down, children, for I, the Teller of Legends, shall now speak an old tale, that you have likely never heard, for all but I have now forgotten it.
  Many years ago, tens of hundreds, in a time long before cities were built, before the wheel was created, before stories were written, before plays were seen, the fey would walk upon the earth, traveling among the tribes of peoples that lived there. These peoples were all different in some way or other, but in one way they all were the same; the only way a boy could become a warrior, before he could come of age, he must walk the DreamMaze. An ancient magic, gifted by the fey, to transport one’s mind to another realm. This was integrated into their society, and became a tradition, for two, or at most three, young men to travel the Maze, reaching it’s core and there become men.
  What is the DreamMaze you ask? It is another world, beyond ours. The pathway is forgotten, the spells and potions to reach it beyond recall. But I... I remember the tales told of it:
  When you first awake in the DreamMaze, you and your brother in arms are in an empty plain. Or, so you think. You turn, and you see your brother. He is barely three yards away. You walk toward him, but then... You bump into a wall! He is in the same position. You call to him, but your voices are muffled.
  ‘The first test!’ He cries to you. Of course, you think, the Glass Maze. You and your brother must find each other, and, also, reach the second section of the maze.
  So you and your brother struggle through, finding each other after an age, though the sun is still high in the sky. Then you continue on to the other side of the Glass Maze.
  There you find yourselves in a forest, the trees tall, their branches thick. You cannot see the sky, though sunlight filters through. You turn back, but the Glass Maze is no longer there! Only a wide tree trunk stands where your entrance to the Forest Maze was.
  The next part takes forever. You don’t know which way you’re going. North, south, east, west. Or are there cardinal points in this land? You can’t be sure.
  After several hours, you and your brother fall to fatigue, and prop your backs against a tree. But as night descends, glowing eyes appear among the trees. They do not come near, they simply watch, like wolves shying from the fire.
  After many days, you reach the third Maze. You step from a forest into a maze of metal! Now, back then, the peoples did not use nor know what metal was, so they called this Maze the Shifting Maze, for the walls were eternally changing.
  You and your brother step forward, and behind you, a wall rises to block off the Forest Maze. Before you, now, is a grey tunnel, and beyond you can see where it splits off. As you watch, one fork closes, and another opens beside it!
  Now this is one of the most difficult Mazes. It takes you what feels like years to reach the end. And there. There is the Dark Maze.
  Complete darkness, black as pitch and just as smothering, like the darkness is pushing you down... down.
  You feel ground beneath your feet, but you cannot see it. You feel for wall but meet nothing. When you inch to the right with your feet, your foot slips out into empty space! You scramble to regain your balance, gripping your brother’s hand. You are in the dark, on a maze that feels as though it stands on pillars over a yawning abyss.
  This, children, is the final Maze. Some who enter the DreamMaze never come out, simply because they never left this Maze. But, if you do make it to the end, you will find yourself in a white expanse, so white it hurts your eyes. And before you would be a pedestal, with a silver chalice standing upon it.
  You and your brother step forward and look into the chalice. It holds, not water, not wine, but fire. Liquid fire that laps at the rim of the chalice and singes your hand when you poke it in.
  ‘We must drink this?’ Your brother asks. You nod. With a dreading heart, you pick up the chalice and bring it to your lips.
  Drinking the liquid fire feels like you are drinking both the coldest of ice and the hottest of flames. You hack and cough as the fire flows down your throat. As you fall to the ground, your last conscious thought, is how long you had been asleep.
  You ask why I would say this? Well, when you enter the DreamMaze, the world passes as normal out in the real world. Though your body there stays in it’s original state, youthful and fresh, the world about you ages. Some are in the Maze for years, and when they awake, they find their sweetheart is dead, or moved on, or their family is long in the grave, with strange relatives greeting them. It would grieve them, yes, but remember, this was their custom. If you wake up and you betrothed had forsaken you, if life as you know it is gone, you build yourself a new life.
  Has anyone found the bodies of those still in the Maze? Well, I really wouldn’t know, would I? But, come closer children, let me tell you a secret, one you must keep forever and ever.

  You think me a simply story teller? A traveler of the roads? That I am, younglings, that I am. But I am more, for I have walked roads long gone, and have explored places far beyond remembrance. For I found my way from the Maze little more than thirty years ago.